I have been to see my CC – it went well. I told her about hte funny thoughts I am having, the hallucinations and the increase in voices. I expect a call from the GP tomorrow or Friday – I wish they would leave me alone.
I have lots of ideas but as soon as I think of them they disappear like a puff of smoke in the wind, any ideas I do keep hold of seem to be bad ones and stupid.
I wonder what will happen next?
I can still function OK – I have cooked a nice meal and the house is clean and tidy. I am dressed and presentable, I can tie my own shoelaces and decide between coffee or tea, I can even still write in joined up writing. I will not, however take their tablets or do as I am told. Does that make me mad or lacking in insight?
Yesterday was a different day…………..
Here is a good tune……..
